A Haiku for Wela

I love my Wela
Wela with a W
And she loves me back

'09-7=2/2/02

Seven years ago today

You made my thoughts a reality

It was love at first mind-sight

And although we're not together now

In hindsight it was all right

Seven years ago today at 3:42 am

2-2-02 we thought it to be a sign of a pair of perfection

A match only my dreams could conjure

Someone to talk to

Someone to love, and love me back

Someone on my level who overstands my eccentricities and idiosyncrises

You were the one for me... then.

You were exactly what I needed... then.

You fed my mental, made me laugh, and helped me grow

And now I know what it was all for

It was the door to who I am today

Who I was meant to be sprang from when you and I were "we"

Whom I was meant to love... you helped show me what kind I should be dreaming of

And sometimes when you or I were on the wrong route, you showed me who it was I should forget about

And never dream about

Who I am becoming, a lot is because of you

My confidence now shows; there had been much to improve since you...

Because you didn't soothe me when I shed those tears

And it left me broken, wondering why you couldn't stand it

Now I realize you're a man of logic, and you just felt like tears wouldn't solve it, so why cry knowing that my friends are gone and your dad won't come back...

It took me all these years...

To understand that a boy who heard his mom cry for a man who walked on by, forced a boy to become a man, and resent his girlfriend when she cried

His Pisces mother and his Pisces girl understood too closely the trials of this world

Receptive and sensitive as we might be, I thank you now for being so hard on me

Oddly enough you made me grow tough, and although I may show that soft spot at times, I know now how to take an emotional hit when it comes, a scar will appear, but in the end I overcome... kind of a conundrum

To think that then, if I were just a little stronger, maybe we would have lasted a bit longer... yet I don't regret.

Yet I don't forget.

I'm happy and free, and yes, we were meant to be

But only for a time, and now our ships have sailed

On the shores of young love can we dance no more

But I must thank your for these seven years of friendship

I've found myself -through many hardships

Breaking up with you was the first heartache I lived through

And the ones that followed, I needed less and less tissues ;]

And so again I thank you

Miles of travels and years of experience

And not like you were just and experiment

But people come into your life for a reason, and sometimes the ones that really matter only stay for a season

Sometimes life's more beautiful when you hold a moment in time, retrace your life line, and each second of that moment stands out like a penny among dimes

What we did, where we went, and what we were all about

17 and young and free

We had some real good times you and me...

I don't think I've written a poem about you since the time we were together

But maybe this time its some kind of end to a wonderful book... theraputic, like closure 

Speaking of therapy, remember when you swore you were gonna study psychology? We both thought it to be so interesting...I'm sure you still do, and I do too..

But to wrap this up, I'll always remember you

I'll always be your friend...

You will always be in my heart... forever...

The End. 

:)

Namaste.

"As the God in me honors the God in you, we are one."

Us can breathe Us. A poem about forgiveness.

I...(gasping breath) can't...(g.b. again) breathe-ah (again) I... can't...(again) breathe-ah(again)

Wait a minute...

It shouldn't always be about me... We are all one, and so I ask, how are us feeling today?

What do us needs?

What can us do for us?

And how was us day?

And what can us do to make us feel GREAT today?

Sounds like jibberish I know but "things" doesn't go away just cuz "you" (I) don't understand things.

"Things" stay and have their way til you (I) understand "things"...

Even if it's not today but in some other time far away.

(Gasp) I overstand us way of thinking, us reason for doing, and us logic, forgive us... you (I) forgive us.

(Us forgive us.)

And I can't forget

But I don't want to relive

Who beit for me or you not to forgive

(Relieving gasp of breath)

Us can breathe us.

Namaste.